Current mood:	depressed
Current music:	ELP - "Karn Evil 9"

Come and See the Show...
Well, it's been a while since I've posted. Why, you ask? Well, simply becuase nothing exciting has been going on.

Frankly, nothing feels worthy of being written about. I'm behind (again) on stuff in school that I'm just not doing. This assignment on Act 2 of Hamelt, and this Chemistry lab. And I should be doing them right now - but I'm not.

What does that say about me? Not much...:(

Well, here is the rest of the week outlined:

Tommorow (Wednesday): It's a meh day, nothing special. Then I work at 4:30. Yay. Not.
Thursday: I love Thursdays, for a couple of reasons. One, I have my spare first period, which means I get to stay home and talk to Helen and relax. Plus, I always enjoy going in late, becuase I have to take the regular bus, and the C-Train (our name for our inner-city light rail transit system) and I feel so....independant, and I love it. Plus, it's ERsday!
Friday: I work at 4:30, but before that I have the afternoon off (as always) so I'm going to kick back, and relax, and maybe Helen and some other people will be around for me to talk to again.
Saturday: Getting my drum set! Yeah! This is very exciting. But it is somewhat tempered by the fact that I have to work at 6:30....oh well, I'll live.
Sunday: I work during the day, so...yeah. Not such a fantastic day, really.

So, after tommorow the week improves...but then with Sunday goes downhill again. However, Christmas break starts December 19th! :) That is very exciting, for sure.

Somedays I just wish I was somewhere else, doing something different, with different people and a lovely girl.

Like today. That's all I could think about today.

There are some people who are good (Eric, Kayla, Lara and some random people in some of my classes who are good) and that's about it. Everyone else can just go to hell, or at least that's how I felt today. I just want to be somewhere different....or at least WITH someone different - or someone at all.

I know I said I was going to give up on girls, but it's not going to be as easy as it sounds. I have this crazy idea in my head that I can't let go of...

Yeah.

Anyway, that's all I feel like typing for now. Sorry for my absence, I promise to not let it happen again - for my own sanity, as well as your reading pleasure.

PS - I know I'm leaving it to the last minute, but does anyone want a Christmas card from me? If so, email your address to b-beasley@excite.com.

Cheers.